That's the way it's been.

After all the blackness that have entered
And all the sadness that was centered
In my life and into my heart,
I thought it would tear me part by part
After all of my moves out of contrite
And all of the stupid things that I write
I tried to let you go with the wind
But it kept blowing you right back in
But once I think, that's not so bad
With you near, I was quite glad
Now I have the courage to put in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
It takes me to a level that transcends
And I'm happy that you're still my friend